Thanks so much you guys. Yall are like family to me. What would I do with out you? How did I ever make it this far in life with out yall.

Seesaw - thank you, just knowing that I have been heard and understood almost brings me to tears. Someone, all of yall, actually gets it. I have been heard.

Divine - I will be getting a very hefty amount for child support and spousal support. He is paying me an extra hefty amount to keep quiet. I have no money, and I am stupid and do not want to ruin him, so I am taking the money.

Trippin - Thank you, I know you have been there and you get it to. (((Hugs)))

Avlady - the truth will set you free dear. You just admitted what happened to you and you will be a stronger person for it, and the healing can begin. (((Hugs)))

Healing - It gives me hope to hear that those feelings have been dwindling for you over time, give me hope that they can do the same for me.

CrazyHitch - Don't read it. Please do not. It will be triggering, and I am truly sorry for that. I am sorry for the unfair hand life has dealt you to. Being cheated on sucks. (((Hugs)))

I love yall, thank you for hearing me, I mean really hearing me.