Hello,

I am feeling disturbed and weird, I think I am in love with my Psychologist.
I see him since November and I get along with him very well, he is curious and concerned and very empathic with me.
I didn't expect to get along so well, or to meet somebody who understands me so well, he is just out of this world in terms of kindness and niceness.
What is weird is that I don't find him incredibly good looking opposed to the other guys I used to date who are tall, good looking and black or mixed. He is the complete opposite and must be 15 years older than me.

I just feel like hugging him, making love with him and spend lost of time with him.

I haven't feel that kind of attraction for ages.

Today I told him about it, and he said that I was very attractive so I am pretty sure he feels the same, and he said we will work on this together as I did not come here for that. I answered no.When I left I felt like a 3 years old, intimidated and red-faced and with a deep wants to cry but I did not, but my heart is a bit blue right now.

The thing is we can't, and I don't know if its ok to feel this.

I just keep thinking about him, my heart is warm and I can't wait for our next session, I just want to be with him so bad.

My god what can I do? Please help

PS: what is crazy is that at work and in everyday life I attract lots of guys, I just don't want them, I am just focused and completely into my Psychologist.