I had no support in real life and still don't have any, unless you consider my therapist as being support.

I don't do in-person support groups because I'm afraid that being open about my BP will bite me in the @ss career wise.

There is no one in my life who cares anyways, so I'm used to it. It probably won't change. That's why I just stick to online support, where I can vent away without being judged or losing my job.