Sorry i seem to have missed the boat replying back - opps! My head needs to get its act together more often!
Just wanted to say that i have 2 'she's' too, they have names and different clothes etc. I talk to them when i need to and let them be 'me' if there are situations i don't want to be in. One i made up, the other was always there but i'm only just finding out more about her. It upset me at first having both of them but now it's all good, i know they are 'me' , it is just a sign (for me) to tell me to spend more time helping myself and less time trying to be everything for everyone else.
Stay safe! (((hugs))))