depressed hon all I can do is give you ((((((((hugs))))))) I do have 2 children but had a hysterectomy when I was 24. not something I chose to do. I wanted another child and it be born into a loving home. both of mine were oops children but I love them just the same. It did not stop me wanting another or 2. I know how you feel about being cheated but not like you. I am very sorry you stuggle with the issues and if I can help in any way hon please feel free to pm. even at 50 I would love to be able to have one.