Unhinged88 - Thank you so much for your kind words. I am really happy you were able to get out of the situation you were in. I'm so sorry you had to go through it

I am trying really hard, and will continue to try. It's so frustrating feeling these negative emotions after leaving a negative situation. It almost doesn't make any sense, but I'm holding onto the hope that I will feel better soon.
starfruit504 -
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the alternative is that you will feel this same fear and grief and loneliness in the relationship in a distilled, drawn out, soul-sucking way if you stay with him.
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Wow I can't even explain how this one sentence totally stuck out to me. You are so unbelievably right. Thank you so much for laying it out like that. I really needed that. I'm ready to take my life back as well. I know I became a much different person from fear. I want to be myself again. I owe it to myself.