I was like that for many years, i had overvome much adversity and was very resilient. That's the thing, this last therapy sucked everything out of me.

Really? Switch places with me in terms of therapy. Im not "choosing" to have daily sui thoughts.

A good T who will work for free? I just said i have no more money to spend on therapy.

Easy to say all that when you are on the other side of things. Always is.

Not going to take up anymore space on this thread.