That is what I am wondering about myself. I get so depressed where I feel like i should seek help but I say no it will pass. But what if it doesn't and I made a mistake. Or what if I get so bad only for those few days beforehand, where I do something stupid. I feel like bipolar makes this aspect more complicated for me. I can't tell what is what or what emotion is me or exaggerated.

I think I will steer clear of the hormonal BC and perhaps get a more permanent solution since I don't want children anyway. Not worth risking an episode I suppose.