Last time she was feeling unwell due to a cold. i never said she lied to me about that - i could see it! but she said it at the beginning of my session as if it was an excuse to end the session earlier, while, after me she had another patient waiting to enter right when i got out, so that made me think it was somehow planned. i dont know for sure what happened this time, but she usually has mondays booked at that time so that made me think she might have forgotten the other appt and then asked me to postpone to another day, or maybe she had an emergency with another patient (still dont think its about her private life).

anyway, i dont think i'll confront T about this. actually im sick of thinking about it and i just want to quit. maybe i'll miss her, maybe not. im just tired of having problems with her every other session. its doing more harm than good.