Hi,

Just to give you a bit of background info, I'm in an electric wheelchair user and I have 24 hour care. I am from UK.

Thank you for your kind comments to my concern the other day. I had a good session with T today.

T practises from a log cabin in her garden and I use a wheelchair ramp to get in there.

Today my carer came to pick me up from T. As we were leaving, my carer noticed that my T had a pug dog looking through the kitchen window at us. My carer proceeded to ask my T all sorts of questions about the dog, like what it's name was and how cute it was etc.

I would never ask my T such personal questions, or make remarks like that, even though I am a dog lover myself.

I was desperate to leave as my session was finished and I was worrying about burdening my T.

I really worry about burdening other people including T, so I wanted to get and leave straight away.

However, my carer was still making a fuss of the dog through the window, so much so that T actually came down to let the dog out so my carer could make a fuss of it. She also lifted the dog up to my level, so I could see it and pet it!

This was all very lovely, but I'm worried my T will now refuse to see me because of my carer's behaviour regarding T's dog today. I feel bad and as if it's my fault about how my carer was asking so many questions about the dog and how my carer was wanting to interact with the dog, when I was mindful of my T, I didn't want to burden her and I just wanted to leave prompto.

Does this make sense? I am really worried! I feel enough of a pain and a burden to the world as it is!!!!!!!