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Old Jan 23, 2018, 07:19 PM
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I just got back from therapy and I can't stop crying. The session was fine until near the end when my therapist started throwing questions and comments at me about our relationship and the way I treat her. She also said that she doesn't know if she provides effective treatment for me. She said that sometimes she doesn't know if what I say is meant to be verbal attacks towards her, or if I am just in a kidding mode.
I have seen this therapist for almost six years! I really had no idea that our relationship was suffering like this. The only times that I would consider myself out of line is when she has been in on seeking hospitalization for me-I don't think you can be held accountable at those times!
She has other bipolar clients, but evidently I am not doing the right things. I know with this type of reaction on my end and hers, the end of our time together is probably close. This will just hurt so much, because I truly like her, and I thought she understood me. We still are meeting next week.
At the end she asked if she could hug me and she wouldn't let go for beyond the normal time. I guess that was goodbye,too.

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