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Originally Posted by shattered sanity
it feels so strange.
in my system, all the insiders are diffrent- and it's usually pretty obvious if someone does something, you know who it is
that's why it's so odd that, for example, alters that don't listen to music decide to listen to it, or alters that don't like a certain food eat it.
does anyone find it really weird when alters act out of character?
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no i never found it to be weird, each of my alters had their own way of being, when one would suddenly do something that they could not previously do my therapist called it evolving and preparing for integration. this was the stage where my alters started sharing and becoming one with me and each other.
example when Rainy suddenly knew how to cook a complete meal instead of a peanut butter and jelly sandwich I knew she was able to merge with me and share my memories of how to cook a pot roast, mashed potatoes, beef gravy, peas and a strawberry rhubarb pie. it wasnt long after this that she was totally and completely forever merged together with me to be one whole person with me again. now I enjoy PBJ's as much as I enjoy a complete meal.
my suggestion if this continues to bother you contact a treatment provider who can help you to discover how and why this is happening in you.