Yeah, with this kind of stress you definately need some therapy to help you to find out what's going on and how to get some relief from it and to eventually overcome it. I used to have this anxiety about quitting jobs and telling managers that I was done so, I would just wait until they weren't around and then walk out on the job. Later they'ed call me or realize that I'd quit and then, I'd pick up my last check later. I'm not saying that this way is a solution but, it's better than having an anxiety attack in public or puking on your boss.