Just a bad night. I keep having them and regardless of me taking my meds, nothing's getting better. I feel permanently screwed up. I've also had non-stop headaches because of how chaotic my head keeps getting.

I just feel like a walking mess. It's not just the PTSD stuff, though that is causing a lot of issues. It's the crap my T says is schizophrenia. I don't think I have it but I can't deny the noise and these different experiences. I just... I want to go to sleep. I want to go to sleep and not wake up.