I think you need to call her. You shouldn’t use up therapy time trying to figure out what that was supposed to mean.

You need to understand if you’re supposed to look for another therapist too, and get started on that as soon as possible.

That was poorly handled, I am so sorry! I am attached to my previous therapist, and I didn’t go for a long time even though I desperately need to. I don’t want to see that happen to you.