Been almost a year since my bad experience with my former friend.
I learned a lot, lost a lot, gained a little, but it still hurts.

Sometimes, I think I can be with a woman. But most times, my mind says I can't.

I've been alone so long, Sex and companionship is just not part of my life. whats another 30 years alone. did it once already.

I have hard time accepting my past. Its like, I didn't exist.

Why did I let myself become this way.


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