Zoloft hates me. I gag badly when I take my pills. I get wicked heart burn and the OTC meds don't work. I feel sick to my stomach.

I can't take my meds with cannabis oil as it makes things worse. I skipped oil last night and barely slept.

This med combination works amazing for my head but is physically destroying me. I've avoided seeing my doctor because I don't want to do another med change. It took 1.5 years to get here. Mentally I feel good.

I just feel done. I can't win. Mentally good or physically good. I can't get both. I'm frustrated and defeated. Sitting here crying. Just wanted to vent. Thanks for listening.