I realized that my T is an excellent T and although I miss hugs from a T, texting privileges, and coffee, he is wonderful. He does allow me to email him though. I didn’t really realize that I trusted him until I realized that some of my recent email content was open and honest; and I began telling him things that I’d only say to a person I trusted. My biggest fear was that he would end up giving up on me but he has heard about my worst and he has stuck by me. And his response to one of my emails surprised me at how well he understands me.