If I had words of wisdom, I would gladly share. Best I can do is say that I kinda relate. Very few versions of me have identified as female, despite the fact that is the body I live in. I don't have dysphoria over it or anything... I mean, while I don't identify as female, I don't much feel particularly male enough to bother with any attempts to change this body I am in. I just kinda am and that's ok with me. I do have versions of me who do not identify as human. That one is more of a head trip for me since, in theory if I wanted, I could change my appearance or take t pills or whatever, but what to do about the not human aspect? I dunno. Again, I am fortunate enough to not be severely disturbed by the fact that even though I have sometimes identify as an imp, for example, I have not always feel that way. For me it has been temporary. I know that was absolutely no help at all, but I guess I am hoping it might be something to know it's not a just you thing. Wishing you well in this.
-Avery
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no hugs or prayers pls n thx
(dx list: DID/PTSD, ASD, GAD, OCD, LMNOP)
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