I don't think I need to know everything, and I don't want to know everything. (well, there's a part of me that wants to know everything, but I'm not entirely sure of the motivation there... it's almost masochistic...)

I also have huge chunks of my life missing, and I don't anticipate getting it all back. I don't want to get it all back (most of me doesn't at least). And, I don't think I have to get it all back in order to feel fully safe and connected. After all, even memories that I have recovered aren't picture-perfect recollections - memories never really are.

To be honest, I'm actually quite afraid of recovering any more memories. It's frightening for me.