Thank you for sharing this with us, I hear you. I hear you. It's a very difficult place to be in. My T used t offer me SO much, then took it away as she got to know me better. That was earth shattering to me. That I let her know me well enough that she had to change her behavior. She really used to love and care about me. But now that she really knows me, I dot believe it's that way any longer. But I am still with her. Twice a week for three and a half years, I've gone through this cluster***k I call therapy. I wish I had never started therapy at this point, my life was easier before therapy.

But here I am, stuck in the attachment.

I had found another therapist, who I thought I'd try, so maybe I could quit the first one. Things went extremely well with this therapist, but eventually there was a disagreement about my care, and I got kicked out without even a termination session. No chance to talk to her about it. She wouldn't answer my Emails, nothing. So, now I'm mourning the huge loss of THAT therapist. Who I originally went to see because of the pain caused by the first therapist. I wanted to die. Seriously. Life was so much less complicated before therapy. I get too attached myself. Try to do something good for yourself. And be proud that you spoke up!