I think my energy levels could be becoming an issue related to the drop in Seroquel. I only take it at night and only for sleep, and am getting really restful sleep. I lowered my Seroquel dose from 600 to 400 when I started back on prazosin for nightmares my heart rate went really high. I had almost 9 hours sleep last night. It's 2:30 pm and I'm charged! I almost feel that manic energy but I don't feel like using it in a wrong way. The gremlins aren't here. I feel happy. I don't feel out of control at all. I feel connected and not at all on edge or overdriven. I do also have that "we beat the night" feeling but it's because I went all day of my unniversary yesterday and didn't let it really get to me, other than stopping me from approaching a female I was majorly attracted to, in thinking I shouldn't because of the day. Someone else encouraged me to try but I didn't because of a lot of self defeating reasons, most notably the "way out of my league" and "too good for me" reasonings. I maybe should have. Dunno.
I did have a mild manic episode not too far back from now, but overall I kept it under control. I can't afford to spend more money, because I really don't have it. Maybe I'll work it out in the gym later? I'm really excited to be going again. It's the same gym, no changes, but I'm excited every time, like a kid at an amusement park.