Hell-on-Earth morning followed by usual daily nightmare at work. Depressed, anxious, fatigued and desperate for some relief. Seeing the therapist tomorrow. Then my pdoc on Tuesday. I really think I need different/more meds. I feel so awful, I called in sick twice last week and this week is absolutely dreadful. I avoid doing any work and seeing people. Can't wait to leave and go home and lie down in quiet.

My usual daily agenda:
1) Get out of bed.
2) Survive
3) Go back to bed