Dear Kiya, you mentioned "acting out " as being one of the symptoms of your "condition". you also said that you were in "therapy"...I believe that all of our behaviors stem from our basic needs, food/water,shelter, and love...we die without these things. therapy will help you to see how you've tried to get the last need met rather un-succesfully,and then try to re-direct you. Thats something you could actually do for yourself without drugs or 100.00 an hour head-shrinkers. In my opinion, you've had a "belief systym crash" something has happened that your present belief systym can't process so you're kind of stuck...heres the "quick fix" forgive everyone involved including yourself, start with a clean slate and move on. again, all of this is just my opinion,which I am entitled to...I hope it helps