Here we go. I'm falling apart. It's lasted longer than I thought it would. It's been nice to feel almost "normal" the past year. Things kept slowly getting even better after this post.

But the doubts started setting in a few days ago. Caused by a few innocent comments from people around me, probably paired with PMS. The hormones really mess me up emotionally. But that's over now and I should be back to feeling myself. But there is only an overwhelming feeling that I'm not good enough, never will be good enough. And it hurts