does this happen to anyone else?

I️ have a bad habit of worrying about bad stuff that didn’t happen. Sometimes I️ get so sick to my stomach thinking of what could have happened.

One thing that really bothers me, is when I️ got my wisdom teeth out. My doctor said I️ could take my meds, but I️ decided to wait until after the surgery. I️ didn’t wake up right away from being put to sleep. I️t almost seemed like they were panicking when I️ finally came to I️t.

I’m so scared, that if I️ had taken my meds, I️ would have died.

Also I️ dropped my electric toothbrush cord into the sink with the water running and I️ stupidly impulsively reached for it and took I️t out of the sink. Right after that I️ got sick to my stomach, realizing I️ could of been electrocuted.

Ok, these bad things didn’t happen. So shouldn’t I️ just let them go?