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Originally Posted by Coming up tails
oh, I can understand why she would do that... helping you find your voice... but it would have really hurt to think she meant no more letters. To me, there is something special about letters.
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Yeah, I understood eventually that she wants to help me to find my voice, however at that time I thought she found my letters annoying because they indeed are extra work for her.
The letters are, to me, efforts on my part to be vulnerable and open to her...like slowly baring my heart despite fear, mistrust, trauma. So it felt like she rejected my vulnerability.