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Originally Posted by Unhinged88
I said to myself the other day, how can someone(me)who has no money spend so much of it.
Money is an issue for me too. Rent? Bills? Food? Nah, I'm going to spend it on dumb stuff or go on a bender and spend 8 hours at the casino.
I have only the positive of knowing that maybe tomorrow won't be so bad and keep going. I figure out ways to repair the damage until next time. Wash, rinse, repeat. Sometimes it takes weeks to sort out. But we are resourceful. It will get better.
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Thanks. Everything is so jumbled in my head. It won't stop...the racing thoughts of everything. This wI'll take a long time. I always feel things need to be fixed immediately and I'm extreme self critical. I took 2 klonopin today, plus Gabapentin, so I don't completely lose it. I feel like crap though.