I just talked to my husband after a month of not hearing a word from him, and I just feel terrible about my self. He still blames me for him cheating on me and for him going to live with his lover. He told me that he hates me for going through with the divorce instead of trying to work things out with him, and he told me that I'm taking the easy way out of our marriage. I know that he is toxic for me, but I still love him and a part of me feels like maybe he is right about what he said to me. I feel like I don't know if I still want move on from him, or if I should try to work things out. I really need some advice.