Hello Xeraine : I'm sorry you are having to survive under such horrible conditions. I take it, from what you wrote, there's no possibility of you being able to live on campus at the college you're attending. You mentioned you'll be seeing a therapist soon. That's certainly a good thing. Hopefully coming here to PC can also be of some comfort & support.

I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit. May I suggest you introduce yourself over on PC's New Member Introductions forum? Here's a link:

https://forums.psychcentral.com/new-...introductions/

There's a lot of support that can be available here on PC. The more you post, & reply to other members' posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are the chat rooms where you'll be able to interact with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) So please keep posting!