I'm not sure... Id say i have problems keeping the same image of people over time... they keep switching from good to bad and back all the time. Its tiring for me and UNFAIR for them....
Right now its my T and my mom. I dont like seeing them as the ENEMY for something they did or said or that is not even their fault... But even if i can see it, i cant stop and/or change what i feel. Its bad, i hate this but how can i CONTROL or CHANGE my feelings? I dont think i can... Can i?
I should be better, treat them better but i CANT!
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