It’s hard to say really. I mean, I haven’t self harmed for a week or so. But now my brain is headed towards worse things, and I’m getting suicidal again. Which is just great...
I tend to get to a stage where I know cutting just isn’t gonna help so I don’t even bother, I think that’s where I’m at now. It’s not a good place to be..
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure. Failure - Breaking Benjamin
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