smh...

How could my ex therapist raise his voice at me and think he can get away with it? As his own CLIENT?
He messed up my thinking. All my father says is "So what, do you have any idea how many doctors make mistakes and get away with it? What do you expect to do about it?"
Or when talking about hurts from people, he goes on about how many people hurt him, but that's unrelated.

That scream was powerful. It was so powerful it has turned into a PTSD

I don't know how to deal with it