Yeah, delusions. What makes them so dangerous is you can't tell if they're real or not. I have stepped in front of a trolley several times because a hallucinatory voice told me to, and I couldn't tell if the train was really coming or not. Damn near ate it a couple times there. Also, I have delusions that I'm rich, so I blow a big chunk of my meager income on frivolities and then have to cut back again when the bills come due.
I hope you and your psychiatrist finesse your dosages and get you some relief from your symptoms.
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