I do have support from a good friend who is like a brother to me. I also have some support from my ex girlfriend. She knows that I am not well. So she tries to help out. In the past, she has cleaned up my place and made food for me. For a while, she handed my a couple hundred dollars a month so I could survive and eat. My step son, who is actually a son of my ex girlfriend, has been tileing my home asking for no money. I purchase the tile, he installs it. This relationship is new to me. So my daughter’s family on her mothers side has turned out to be a family to me too. I am very fortunate for all of this. But no one really understands what I go through. I have no one to talk to in this regard. I am alone in that way.