I have learned to live without it, Haven't much choice.
But its an empty feeling living without intimacy. or even someone to say Hi to when you feel alone.
I learned it's best for me to refrain from making girl/friends, that is what I used to do, lots of joy but it lacks passion, you never get to really know them like others would. I'd get jealous when they leave me alone to go be intimate with someone else. That's more painful then loneliness.

Just thought things would be better for me now, turns out it's worse. and only getting harder to cope with.

I just need to tell someone what I'm going through, keeping things to myself all the time, builds up allot of frustration, and anger and lately its been starting to show.

Thanks for the reply. Cheers