Is this normal? Whenever I go out I feel really sad, down and hurt I feel worst than I did if I didn't go out. I just want to cry all the time. I rarely feel good when I do I go out. I just feel sad and down all the time and there is no reason for me to feel this way. I should feel good if I buy something for me. But I don't. If I buy something I buy it to make me feel good which rarely happen. Some days I don't want to get out of bed. No one take my insurance or accepting no patient or they are not qualified to help me. How do I feel better?