Also i am such a freak...
I spent 4 weeks in the hospital after being sent to the emergency room. If i hadn't gone there i would have died apparently. I was diagnosed as having anxiety, depression, and paranoia. I could also be bipolar.
In addition i was adopted from an abusive alcoholic father who i never really knew. Started self-harming for nearly a year because i hated myself. Had an online relationship with a 24 year old guy who said he was in love with me and wanted to marry me which my parents found out the same time i had my mental breakdown. And was stalked by a transgender male to female who said so many perverted things to me (online). I feel so messed up sometimes. Now it turns out i'm bisexual too. I have so many secrets. I feel like a mess.
Oh and i'm also biracial and have to see a therapist because of my suicidal thoughts and psycharitrists and am on 4 different meds. I even tried to runaway before.