Is his reply to sending the email you talked about in your other thread ? This had something big in it ? Your feelings are natural to putting something out there , it's scary. Then we'll be supersensitive to how that will be received and responded to ( which comes from what's happened in our pasts ). If I had done this , my T might reply " Thank you for your email / letting me know , we'll talk about this in session " , but I might experience this as painful or rejecting due to my past. But do you see it isn't really ? It's feelings and ghosts / trauma from the past , and it makes us want to withdraw or run away from it. This HAS happened to me , and I've gone back two times with both my T's and we're still going. You seem to like this T , maybe go to your next session and give it a go ? Hang in there Hope !