
Is there anything about yourself you like? Your smile maybe?
It makes me sad when people consistently use such harsh language about themselves. It reminds me of the abuse I was subjected to when I was young.

. Some parents “shouldn’t” have children
If you ever have children I think you’d be a good parent

it’s a “cliche” but that’s one of the most important jobs in the world...
What I would do is focus more on my studies. They aren’t “boring”. Maybe in time you’ll develop a passion for something. It’s never too late. Your life has hardly begun.
If you really aren’t “good at anything” that doesn’t have to be a permanent state (whether you’re 19 or 29)
I hope you find a good friend in “real life” - (just one good friend can make all the difference). You’re likeable just as you are