It’s not nothing, what a thing is can’t be defined by what others think. Lol, that’s what I’m telling myself when I can’t stop doing something for a day even.
Inside is all «but I want to, I need to, it’s soooo good doing it»
Intellectually I know I need a break, everyone do. For me it’s not going to the gym and working out my body (even though, I had a period I did that as well. Didn’t take long getting in shape when I’m on the high level of things), for me it’s my brain that needs rest. Unless I want to end in a rabbit-hole of mania.
Obsessions is still hard not to do, but you seem to be good at letting your sensible voice be heard- and cope with things in a pretty healthy way.
And I like the way you describe things, I enjoy reading your posts
Hang in there, and knock your mind out so your body get some rest.
(In a healthy, or atleast semi-healthy way)
Cleaning is boring, I wish I could obsess on that every now and then…