I'm still feeling completely horrible. I feel like breaking things or jumping out of a car, came very close to self-harm, I still feel this "inner restless energy" that I can't get a hold of. My meds aren't doing enough for my anxiety. I did recently lower my Seroquel and for a while I was feeling better. I was less sleepy. I didn't experience withdrawal. However, now things are getting really bad. I don't want my pdoc to think that I have to be on high dose of meds for life or anything like that. Maybe it's time to take my higher dose of Seroquel until I see her?