So today for some of the day I was sad due to lonliness. I watched tv and got sad when the couple kissed. Last night I felt like crying cause I have no girlfriend. I may have a bit. Today I am also pretty irritable. Everything is setting me off, traffic, work, phone ringing, incoming texts, and autocorrect.
My buddy said that me being off of contrave is the cultprit. Contrave is a weight loss drug that contains Wellbutrin 150mg. Unfortunately I was prescribed this in iop and my primary didn’t prescribe it since I was seeing s weight loss doctor. I don’t see that doctor till next week.
Lonliness

It’s almost the same as it was before I went to iop. I’m frustrated and ashamed that I’m single at this part of the game. I feel like a failure, although I know I am not one. I just want a girlfriend so bad. Unlike yesterday, I did not spend the day in bed. I had a doctors appointment for my foot, then got home picked up a pain med some food shopping, worked out did laundry made some food for work and now I’m at work.