My friend is with me but I still feel all over the place. It's getting confusing at this point. Like, I don't know what's real and my mind keeps going back and forth with if my friend is real or not. Logically, she couldn't be an impostor but I'm still struggling with it. I took some anti-anxiety meds and hopefully they make it easier.

I don't know why I'm writing this. Maybe to show my doc later. I'm not sure.