Hi again
I wrote two weeks ago about the dreadful appointment when I brought up the obtuse email that I received from a guy...and my T sided with the guy who inappropriately contacted me at my work email in a kinda creepy way. Rather than support me or question the guy's action, T told me about how terrifying dating (and life in general) must be for white men these days. She said she was playing devil's advocate but it was really annoying and hurtful.

T also implied that I was to blame for my single status. I mean, if I wasn't interested in settling for Mr Mildly Creepy, then I could waste away, alone. You aren't open to this, so how do you expect to be in a relationship, she asked.

To say I was stressed doesn't come close to capturing it. I really benefitted from this forum.

Now I'm going back. T called me. I did see myself going back, at least to clarify but now I wonder if T is even capable of dealing with my issues of dating.

I am worried that she's going to make my single status proof of my failure as a human and I will feel worse than I did all week long. I feel like the damaging part was the fact that she blamed me for my lack of dating success because I had the nerve to question this one guys approach....

For the first time in along while...I feel fundamentally broken and it's because of...not in spite of...therapy.

Eek!

No real question here, just freaking out....alone.