Hi, VO. So sorry. I understand that feeling.

For me, my therapists destroyed me and the SOCIETY let them get away with it.

My therapists destroyed me, but that's in part because -- I hate to say it, but my family had destroyed me first and the "false self" I had built up still had a vulnerability inside, that therapy may have helped uncover, but could not help me move from there.

It really sucks.

What does success in life mean to you? Anything specific? You mentioned music once. Anything else?

You are young and potentially have a lot of good life in front of you. Your society and nation will benefit, too, if you do.

Can you think of any other options besides therapy, and your family that you said you have outgrown, where you might find some help and support which could help you succeed?