unsure whats real, am alive at lest i think so some sort of existence at lest
its not scary , its not calm ...
listening to some short of music think its in Japaneses, cant understand a ****ing word there saying but its good music .... husband is here looks safe
he sitting on X BOX ONE am just on the pc but i think am living at lest for now
Dont feel dead which is great i dont think id like to be dead but as soon as some smart arse will come along and switch me off
can i be switched off or is that death not wanting to face that my end me being switched off like that am i machine that has switches need to have a look all over me to see if i have any switches and if i do i hope its somewhere safe and hidden away from smart arses or people who want to do me damage...i really want to ask a friend if am a machine but i will not see him until tomorrow and normally he is smart and knows things like this unsure if he has ever felt this way before i need to ask anyway tomorrow feels like a long time away i could ask my husband but i know he has never felt like this and i need to ask people who have gone through stuff like this to make sure am alive and am not a machine - if i am am going to have make sure am not a evil one can ask that too ....



do machines need glasses or have poor eye site am kinda needing to wear glasses maybe am not one am i human ??? what does it mean to be human ??? is it important as being a machine or am i less important ....