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Originally Posted by MoxieDoxie
I am 51 and restarted therapy. I started with one before thanks giving and just had my first session with another one as he is doing EMDR. He really hit a sore spot with me that the other therapist did not figure out. I cried like an idiot and was pissed I was even brought to tears at a first session. It really shook me for the rest of the day.
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Thanks for this, I may look into EMDR after all. I don't cry, hardly at all. Sometimes I wish I would but I don't, or can't.
Sorry you got pissed and shaken by it. I'm pretty sure one of the reasons I don't cry is because I told myself one day when I was 11 and had been crying after my mother humiliated me that I was never going to feel like that again. Turned it off, but it's not subject to conscious control now and I can't turn it back on, even though I've pretty well dealt with feelings of having been humiliated, I think.