Well, another message that our pay is getting cut by a third... And who even knows how many at the department are going to stick around for much longer... Although I'm gonna guess we're all about the same kind of desperate and worthless...

I don't know why I'm fixating on that, but I wonder if going on an all-beans diet might be useful at this point...

So afraid... Don't know what I'm going to do...

I just think I'm unfit... Haven't been able to make friends or form a relationship... Barely able to deal with people in general... Just some ridiculous interests... And bizarre... or rather... well, rubbish jobs...

I hate being myself... useless