I'm so incredibly stressed lately.
My physical health is going down the toilet, which is causing my mental health to do the same.
I'm trying to not do anything stupid, because I have to keep going back to doctors and I can't let them see anything.
But I'm afraid once I get cleared, which is on Feb. 6th that I will start again because I won't have to hide it because swim team will be over 3 days after that.
sgljksdhfhsidjf idk what to do.